Anti - Climax...

Assalamulalaikum... :)

Hari ni aku memulakan hari dengan semangat, seronok, dan happy sgt2 lah... mmg rase macam berbunga2 jer dlm hari tuh....semuanya berjalan dengan lancar...samapi office on pc, log in Affin Trade, singgah blog2 yang menarik hati kejap...pastu tetiba, alamak nk pi toilet la...singgah kt work station PA Bos jap...die tgh baca Metro...ok lah tumpang baca Metro jap lah...masa tu da kt page article pasal teater Natrah, pastu tgok yang nk kuar drama ala2 Kuch Kuch Hota Hai..versi Melayu lakonan Fasha Sendat (lepas wat pengakuan potong nadi tuh..cam makin laris la plak minah..u r such an opportunist la babe...!!! :)), ok lah duduk la br best baca...ok baru baca front page, ok memula nampak column yg ade coverage pasal artis pompuan nih (as far i remembered die cam innocent sgt muka die) di suruh taat dengan suami..adoi...kesian tok jdgik artis..da x glamer pun..org tawu jer pasal ko....

pastu baca yg front page tgh tuh...PEROMPAK JAHANAM, IBU SANGGUP DIPERKOSA DEMI ANAK... lebih kurang la..tajuk...wooowwww...terus potong mood aku...bile baca lagi rase cam CE***, jer setan2 nih...boley ko rogol depan anak org tuh..pastu b*** 2 ekor ni rakam plak...itu lepas dah rompak 2ribu tuh..bkn nyer x dpt pape..mmmg S*** lah...x boley tahan...aku mmg doakan 2 jantan kaberet nih..mati pucuk..x pun ape2 malang la Allah nk turunkan supaya die sedar...biar kene kt diri die bkn isteri ker anak2 die ker..org tu x salah...

eeee...mmmg...anti-climax kegembiraan tul..baca Metro..nih..aku rase ramai org migrate dr Malaysia ni sbb baca Metro la..huhhhhhhhhhhhh....tarik nafas yg panjang...emosi ni mmg x healthy ok Jiha...bwk2 istighfar....

tp seriusly..kalau ade HUDUD aku rase I'Allah kurang la org2 kurang ajar, kurang akal, kurang segala2 nih...

Malaysia ni pun da byk sgt pendatang...kalau byk corruption mmmg adalah punca kehancuran satu2 tamadun...jgn kiter jadik the next Philipines sudah...rakyat pandai2..tp byk sgt corupption..tu lah jadiknyer..

ok lah..tu je lah..penat arrr....

Hujung Minggu Hasya

Last week...i know..i know.. a lil late to post...last weekend we a happy family went to Melaka bandar bersejarah. The exact plan was to attend my husband's colleague wedding in Jasin, it was on Sunday. so we decided to pay my husband uncle a visit, besides lodging is free huhu :), Hasya had a very good time, Tok Cik ramai anak dara, she so fond be surrounded by pretty girls.. :), semua org dok layan die..and dpt experienced main ngan kucing hehe..sorry la baby..umah kiter x de haiwan peliharaan...ok people loves picca then words..expecially kalau bebel cam i nih...ok then enjoy the photo

Miow..miow...

Buat ape tuh...mek Sya

takut laut...ek..

haloh2 sukernyer die..

Resolution

Assalamulaikum....

Macam tak sedar jer masa berlalu kn..da nk berakhir da pun tahun 2010. Rasa macam sekejap jer...Hasya pun da setahun lebih..da start nk cakap... :), da wat ape tu assessment resolution tahun 2010...hehe.., taun lepas x de resolution...hehe so x leh nk reassess ...tp ade la plan yg nk buat dlm taun 2010 ari tuh...meh nk tgok skit:

1. Plan nak beli rumah ni sbenarnyer plan taun 2009, pastu kawen pastu beranak, ade rumah yg mmg berkenan tp Hubby masa tuh kt India so x leh nk decide ...last2 beli rumah yg x berape nk mampu sbenarnyer... I'Allah harap² loan lulus..(YaAllah.. tolonglah hambamu ... sob .. sek.. sob .. sek ..)

2. Plan nak slim x berapa nk berjaya nampaknyer..masih 56.5kg..(ayoyo).. taun ni nak lebih specifik provided x mengandung hahah...sbb igt plan nk pregnant next year ...

3. Spend wisely ni adalah yg paling faoul...sekali taun nih..budget tiap2 bulan buat..tp x pernahnyer nk ikut..mengong la ko jiha...

4. prof certificate igt nk buat CFA, tp cam terbengkalai jer.... x tawu bila nk dpt zuk balik

5. byk lagi tp x igt..sbb semuanya mcm hangat2 taik ayam jer....

ok taun ni plak.. Resolution 2011

1. Pregnant i plan to get pregnant, next year (setelah abiskan stock jamu2 mak dara @ Nona Roguy i, membazir plak nnt...so dlm 2 bln abis lah...so Feb boley giatkan usaha..Mr hubby do you hear me..?) hihihi...

2. Spend wisely ni carry forward dr taun lepas..sbb cam tak berjaya jadi kiter focus kan scope.. hadkan allowance tok shopping not more than 200 p/m, baju baru 1 baju jer dlm 2 bln..boley?..from now.. shop your own closet jiha ... use your creativity to the max ...hmmmmm...

3.Saving make sure put a side, 200 for saving..pls jia nk kumpul duit nnt nk buat kitchen cabinet cam kt IKEA tuh... aduhai...

4.Bonus Bonus tahun 2011, guna 25% jer 75% save ok!!!!!

5.Weight Carry forward dr taun lepas....target weight 50kg..ok lah tuh ... sebelum pregnant ... harap2 kalau preggy x meletup sgt cam ari tu ...

5. Dah la byk sgt, mcm boley achieve..

ok...masa untuk gamba..gamba masa Aidil Adha last Wednesday,

Hasya di rumah Oyang (belah my mum..)

hasya & mummy (do u like my color combo?)

Hasya lepas mandi, seronok sbb umah oyang luas boley lari sesuke hati

Buah hatis saya!!! sama kan!!

Rindunyer....

Assalamulaikum and hi..hi..hi.. :)

Bagi salam dulu..nk masuk rumah...walaupun itu rumah sendiri :), kalau org islam nak masuk rumah baca basmallah 3 kali..pastu bagi salam masuk kaki kanan...akan menghindarkan syaitan yang namenyer die ape ntah :) huhu lupa..yg krojenyer mengganggu hati2 suami dan isteri dlm rumah tangga tuh...waaaa..panjang mukadimah alih2... (renungan kiter bersama ni Dr Fadzillah Kamsah bg nih....)

sbenarnyer, mmg da maleh sgt update blog, sebabnyer..mmg tak de sebab..sebab, sebab yg ada adalah malas..ape yang lagi seronok adalah baca blog org lain..ade satu kali dulu..suke sgt baca blog org suka masak², especially kalau tawu author blog tuh, hot mum..heheh..boley gitu. Mmg kagum sesangat lah kalau seseorang wanita tuh..dah la lawa, pandai masak cam lengkap lah package tuh. Biasa la kalau kiter tak de 'traits' tu kiter mmg la rase cam jakun kan..sbb dulu..nk masak mee goreng yg sedap..ulang suara.."Yang Sedap" pun cam tak berape confident...

Skang ni pulak, sibuk tgok blog² orang berpesen²:) " fashionnista", hijabis yang stylo-mylo lah...ade yg i think mmg bolay pakai for daily outfit..ade jugak yang fikir dua tiga kali..sbb rasenyer i dont have the guts to put those on...tapi kadang² mmg bagi inspiration lah...kalau dulu kalau baju biru..tudung pn nk ade biru2 jugak...tp "fashionista" nih...they have sense la to find a good combo ...hijau ngan merah, turquoise and dusty pink, yellow and black..mmg seronok lah..ni yang buat ape tuh..what-i-wore-today post...antara yg aku suke tgok blog this girl , die mmg queen of mix-and-match la...dan aku pn teropong gak lah kat link² yg ade kt blog die...

Dan disebabkan aku selalu sgt membaca dan teropong2 blog2 nih..aku pn da start try pakai tudung ala² lilit tuh...ok lah..tapi kadang2 cam tensen la bile lilit2 x jadi nk cepat..terus jadi lambat...aku pun ade gak wat investment yg aku rase kdg2 cam hampeh jer..hohoho...sbb nk bergaya konon tp x berapa nk pandai ..

Tp sebenarnye nk bergaya nih kiter kene ade environment yang conducive untuk kiter berpesen², my husband ok sgt² die mmg x kesah...kalau lawa..die akan kate " cun la mummy" aku pn kembang sey...miowwwww....tp adik2 aku mmg ala nyampah la..." kdg2 kate eh..nape awk pakai purple ngan biru along?, lipstick ni x sesuai ar? sejak bile along suke pakai selendang lilit2 nih? haih..tensi..tensi..gue...mungkin ade yg betul kot.. tp memula mmg nampak cam x kena..pastu mesti dieorg realize..cam lawa la plak ek..hahahah..

Nnt kiter post gamba raya aji ek...ni gamba masa Aildil Fitri itu ari tu :)

Khas buat tatapan 'ibu' - Hasya

Post ni along wat khas tok "aok=awak" k.chik (dialeg t'loh)..

ni pose2 terbaru hasya utuk2...skang ni dia da pandai dah...goyang2 badan bile dengar lagu @ org nyanyi2 kt die...cute sgt....(hahah..perasan tol aku... :), sape lagi nk puji anak sendiri kan...kalau x mummy die)...aduyai...agaknye kt nursery budak jaga indon tuh dok pasang dangdut kot..hahahha...

kalau nk bandingkan progress die ngan anak2 cousin my husband..(ramai la plak lahir tahun same nih...) hasya la paling lambat ..yg 2 org tuh da pumping2 nk merangkak...hasya meniarap lagi...tunggu gak..bile hasya nk merangkak nih...bile org kate jer...i always said.." x pe lah ..let she progress at her own pace..." tp dlm ati nih.." bile nk merangkak ni baby?..."
hihi...tipu lagi...:))

tp lately nih..die mcm maleh nk merangkak...tp sibuk nk berdiri..kt playpen tu die dah b'diri dah..uishhh...takut tuh..wat die terjun sat gi...ari tuh da terjun katil...histeria jap aku...hasya jadik cam terkesima jap tgok mummy die histeria...but alhamdulilah...die ok jer...sihat..x de pape..but i tell u ..mmg seram sejuk la..abis..kitrg laki-bini plak cam nk gaduh...bengong kan? but its was a spontaneous reaction maaaa....can not blame me mey.... :)

Dulu, bile tgok baby yg nak kt mummy die kan cam jeles sgt..cam ne budak ni leh kenal mak die..pastu..kiter wat canggane2 pun...last2 die nk mak die gak...nyampah..

Skang nih...bile ade anak sendiri...mmg best sgt...x caye pn ade gak...mmg die akan nk kt mummy die jugak (i lah tu kan...) mmg best sgt la...adik2 aku pn cam jeles ..."hasya nih..kalau ngan mummy die kemain lagi.." " of course la...anak aku wei...." hehehe...tp mak2 sedaranya....(ummi, mama, ibu, mak "syantik" & aboh amir) mmg best la... beli la lagi baju kt hasya..LOL!!!! huahuahuah...

Hasya cepat2 jalan nnt mummy boley beli baju ngan kasut cantik2..tau...eee..x saba nk dengar hasya panggil Mummy.....arrrrrrrr...XOXO...

-US-

Siapa dia kepada kamu...?

Siapa dia kepada kamu? cam pelik jer kan soalan tuh..mesti ade fikiran-fikiran cam nih?

contohnyer:

aaaa...ni mesti die jeles laki die ngan ade girl kt off tuh..ye la tuh..
x pun...pasal artis ker...mcm2 lah...tp x semua wat telahan melulu..kalau ade pun..aku la jugak...huahuahaua...

Sebenarnya...ni citer tentang kehilangan...

Siapa seseorang itu kepada kiter..ape kayu ukurnya?

ikatan?
Jangka masa perkenalan?
Kuasanya?
Daya tarikannya?

Mungkin kiter atau org itu tidak tahu...ape nilainya die pada kiter...

Saya merasakan perasaan nih...sejak ibu saudara suami saya ...Mak Ndak meninggalkn kami buat selama-lamanya at the age of 47, because of cervic cancer..

tempoh perkenalan saya dan arwah cuma 2 tahun lebeh..nak kate rapat sgt tu tak la jugak..tp entah la..saya rasa macam terkesan dengan pemergiannya...saya pernah kehilangan nenek...saya menangis...sedih sgt....tp ia cuma itu..itu sahaja...

kali ni..saya x la menangis sgt...tp sehingga kini..saya terigt.. saya sebak je..saya pun tak tawu..

Mungkin saya tak sangka arwah akan pergi terlalu cepat..(i didn't know she has reached tahap 3...)

Mungkin saya rasa macam ade yang nk saya x sempat kongsikan...

Mungkin saya terkesan dengan lil2..gesture...yang arwah buat tok saya..kerisauan die masa hasya asyik x lena sbb saya x cukup susu badan...

saya pun x tawu...saya x sangka saya akan jadi begini..ade perasaan cam ni..

Kadang2 kiter tak tawu, ape tindak tanduk kiter beri kesan pada kehidupan orang lain..

semoga rohnya di cucuri rahmat, I'Allah...jia sayang m.ndak....

kecelaruan..identiti/imej/style....

Lamanye da tak conteng2 kt sini...alih2 citer pasal kecelaruan..imej..identiti ..bagai...hihi..tp bab kecelaruan tu mmg betul tu..tu la nk citer nih...die bukan celaru ape la..confius cenggitu..

after i had my girl..hasya busyuk2...:)..eee..windu..aih..baru bape jam kt opis nih..byk jugak la baju-baju dlm wardrobe tu x leh pakai...one of friend told me..i should keep it..so i'll fight to get my figure back to fit the baju2..sume...tp ni hasya da nak masuk 9 bulan nih...baju kebaya nyonya dulu da x leh pakai da...haih ape citer?x kn nk dispose gitu jer..sayang dohhh...tp mmg when i bought that kebaya & kurung moden tuh sumer..it's "just nice"., translation : no room for expansion ...teng..teng..teng...

So..i'll keep that for little while..mane lah tawu..mkn nona roguy..phyto natal nih leh slim balik..hahahhaa...anyway..kebaya nyonya always in fashoin kan....kankan...

Jadinyer skang nih..kengkononnyer nk ubah style baru la (sbelum nih..ade style ker?).. disinilah masalah bermula...nk style cam ne? skang kan zaman internet...google lah ..pe lagi.. sbb i ni manusia x tetap hati kan... there are few style that i have in mind...

1. Bohemian style

2. Modern/urban muslimah _ade ke style nih? suke2 aku jer..haha.



3. Hot mama style - ala cam artis2 hollywood tu kan.. -adoiii...besar tul citer2 nih..



from what i google..here are some guide that i want to share la...this is my way of summary..some might have diff idea..obviously..i'm not a fashion guru here..lol!!! toing2.. :))

1. Know your body. cam i pear shape..heavy bottom...peha besor sng cakap..oppps..

2. know your colour? what colour that give u radiant look...me walaupun i quite fair..boley la kan..but i can't wear black...nampak dull siol.....cam tua 5 tahun...green, peach,pink..do well for me..i think so la...tp colour ni byk category ..deep green. light green, lime green..not all green suit u..kene try jugak la kot..

3. what type / style of top,jean, skirt, pant that suit u....the most...

as for me,

top : v neck, horizontal line, empire waist dress with flowy material,colourful
Jeans : tight boot cut (levi 493), straight (515 kot) not too flare, clean wash, plain
skirt : bias cut & A line...
Jacket : Just hit the hip bone..mmm (nk carik ni...)
Baju kurung : pesak gantung (nampak slim sket!!)

dalam tempoh nk tawu what suit me..i did a few wrong/not so smart purchases..ade yang x pakai pn..buy on impulse!!! tettt!! mistake # 2...need to do some survey, and jgn percaya sgt cakap sales girl tuh..." cantik x ni dik"..."ok..kak..ok...cantik akak pakai" ...kiter pn syok la.. tp x sume cenggitu..ade yg boley pakai gak..opinion they all...

ok..as promised..i pegi sini.., yang ni pun ok

minggu ni i igt nk get new hair cut la...try short hair plak....huhu...

i already half way there..................- Hasya :)

she is now 6months pluss...tp baru pusing2...x nak crawl lagi...eeee..bile nk b'jalan ni hasya..uish..mummy..die x sabo sgt nih..ihiks...

my cousin even ask me to do the 6months birthday celebration..cehhh nk cake free la tuh...ihiks..ade ke org sambut...hahahha...x pe2 da 1/2 way dah..u almost there baby...
mmmmmuuuuuahhhh just can't wait to see u say mummy!!!!....walking and talking..ooooooo....

Do you know/care what happen back there in the kitchen...

Assalamualaikum.....

Da x menulis kt sini..mmm...dulu i was so berlagak x nak buka fb a/c..because everybody was so hooked with this 'thing',,so i don wanna be that everybody...i want to be just me...

but one very day..changed the whole thing...i opened the fb a/c (malu3x)...i thought i just wanna took it as a medium for me to meet my old2..long lost frens...but indeed..it served teh objective anyway..but i just like everybody..i was "hooked' or i just let myself be hooked...hahahahhaha...that' sound more honest..i guess....

ok..da byk sgt..melencong nih..actually..i just wanna share with you..kinda outdated ya...coz i listened to this through Mix fm this morning..now lunch already...make sure eat first b4 u read this..kinda disgusting you know...what i gonna share in this minute...if u listened to Mix fm breakfast topic..then u knew what i'm nagging here..

they were talking about do you know or have any experience, what happen at the back of a restaurant /food outlet kitchen...

then this caller..(forgot his name, and i think he is a restaurant manager or something)..he experienced with a customer a she...asked for the order la..then he said " mem, you have to wait for 15minutes, is it ok with you"...so she said ok..

but then after just 5 minutes past..she started making noise & yelling at the counter/cashier... so this fellow..ok decided to give some bonus...extra mayo...and extra "mayo" into her burger...you know what i mean...uuuuuuu....yuck..yuck..yuck... haih..kembang tekak u..

Sometimes, i do make noises la...we human..so tak sabar...but then after may be..if i can't wait i'll just ok..never mind..i find something else...



tu je...daaaaa.... :))