5 rules to be happy ~ Free your heart from hatred ~ Free your mind from worries ~ live simply ~ Give more ~ Expect less
Friday, November 26, 2010
Anti - Climax...
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Hujung Minggu Hasya
Friday, November 19, 2010
Resolution
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Rindunyer....

Thursday, May 06, 2010
Khas buat tatapan 'ibu' - Hasya
ni pose2 terbaru hasya utuk2...skang ni dia da pandai dah...goyang2 badan bile dengar lagu @ org nyanyi2 kt die...cute sgt....(hahah..perasan tol aku... :), sape lagi nk puji anak sendiri kan...kalau x mummy die)...aduyai...agaknye kt nursery budak jaga indon tuh dok pasang dangdut kot..hahahha...hihi...tipu lagi...:))
Hasya cepat2 jalan nnt mummy boley beli baju ngan kasut cantik2..tau...eee..x saba nk dengar hasya panggil Mummy.....arrrrrrrr...XOXO...
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Siapa dia kepada kamu...?
contohnyer:
aaaa...ni mesti die jeles laki die ngan ade girl kt off tuh..ye la tuh..
x pun...pasal artis ker...mcm2 lah...tp x semua wat telahan melulu..kalau ade pun..aku la jugak...huahuahaua...
Sebenarnya...ni citer tentang kehilangan...
Siapa seseorang itu kepada kiter..ape kayu ukurnya?
ikatan?
Jangka masa perkenalan?
Kuasanya?
Daya tarikannya?
Mungkin kiter atau org itu tidak tahu...ape nilainya die pada kiter...
Saya merasakan perasaan nih...sejak ibu saudara suami saya ...Mak Ndak meninggalkn kami buat selama-lamanya at the age of 47, because of cervic cancer..
tempoh perkenalan saya dan arwah cuma 2 tahun lebeh..nak kate rapat sgt tu tak la jugak..tp entah la..saya rasa macam terkesan dengan pemergiannya...saya pernah kehilangan nenek...saya menangis...sedih sgt....tp ia cuma itu..itu sahaja...
kali ni..saya x la menangis sgt...tp sehingga kini..saya terigt.. saya sebak je..saya pun tak tawu..
Mungkin saya tak sangka arwah akan pergi terlalu cepat..(i didn't know she has reached tahap 3...)
Mungkin saya rasa macam ade yang nk saya x sempat kongsikan...
Mungkin saya terkesan dengan lil2..gesture...yang arwah buat tok saya..kerisauan die masa hasya asyik x lena sbb saya x cukup susu badan...
saya pun x tawu...saya x sangka saya akan jadi begini..ade perasaan cam ni..
Kadang2 kiter tak tawu, ape tindak tanduk kiter beri kesan pada kehidupan orang lain..
semoga rohnya di cucuri rahmat, I'Allah...jia sayang m.ndak....
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
kecelaruan..identiti/imej/style....
after i had my girl..hasya busyuk2...:)..eee..windu..aih..baru bape jam kt opis nih..byk jugak la baju-baju dlm wardrobe tu x leh pakai...one of friend told me..i should keep it..so i'll fight to get my figure back to fit the baju2..sume...tp ni hasya da nak masuk 9 bulan nih...baju kebaya nyonya dulu da x leh pakai da...haih ape citer?x kn nk dispose gitu jer..sayang dohhh...tp mmg when i bought that kebaya & kurung moden tuh sumer..it's "just nice"., translation : no room for expansion ...teng..teng..teng...
So..i'll keep that for little while..mane lah tawu..mkn nona roguy..phyto natal nih leh slim balik..hahahhaa...anyway..kebaya nyonya always in fashoin kan....kankan...
Jadinyer skang nih..kengkononnyer nk ubah style baru la (sbelum nih..ade style ker?).. disinilah masalah bermula...nk style cam ne? skang kan zaman internet...google lah ..pe lagi.. sbb i ni manusia x tetap hati kan... there are few style that i have in mind...
1. Bohemian style

2. Modern/urban muslimah _ade ke style nih? suke2 aku jer..haha.

3. Hot mama style - ala cam artis2 hollywood tu kan.. -adoiii...besar tul citer2 nih..
from what i google..here are some guide that i want to share la...this is my way of summary..some might have diff idea..obviously..i'm not a fashion guru here..lol!!! toing2.. :))
1. Know your body. cam i pear shape..heavy bottom...peha besor sng cakap..oppps..
2. know your colour? what colour that give u radiant look...me walaupun i quite fair..boley la kan..but i can't wear black...nampak dull siol.....cam tua 5 tahun...green, peach,pink..do well for me..i think so la...tp colour ni byk category ..deep green. light green, lime green..not all green suit u..kene try jugak la kot..
3. what type / style of top,jean, skirt, pant that suit u....the most...
as for me,
top : v neck, horizontal line, empire waist dress with flowy material,colourful
Jeans : tight boot cut (levi 493), straight (515 kot) not too flare, clean wash, plain
skirt : bias cut & A line...
Jacket : Just hit the hip bone..mmm (nk carik ni...)
Baju kurung : pesak gantung (nampak slim sket!!)
dalam tempoh nk tawu what suit me..i did a few wrong/not so smart purchases..ade yang x pakai pn..buy on impulse!!! tettt!! mistake # 2...need to do some survey, and jgn percaya sgt cakap sales girl tuh..." cantik x ni dik"..."ok..kak..ok...cantik akak pakai" ...kiter pn syok la.. tp x sume cenggitu..ade yg boley pakai gak..opinion they all...
ok..as promised..i pegi sini.., yang ni pun ok
minggu ni i igt nk get new hair cut la...try short hair plak....huhu...
Thursday, February 18, 2010
i already half way there..................- Hasya :)

she is now 6months pluss...tp baru pusing2...x nak crawl lagi...eeee..bile nk b'jalan ni hasya..uish..mummy..die x sabo sgt nih..ihiks...
my cousin even ask me to do the 6months birthday celebration..cehhh nk cake free la tuh...ihiks..ade ke org sambut...hahahha...x pe2 da 1/2 way dah..u almost there baby...
mmmmmuuuuuahhhh just can't wait to see u say mummy!!!!....walking and talking..ooooooo....
Do you know/care what happen back there in the kitchen...
Da x menulis kt sini..mmm...dulu i was so berlagak x nak buka fb a/c..because everybody was so hooked with this 'thing',,so i don wanna be that everybody...i want to be just me...
but one very day..changed the whole thing...i opened the fb a/c (malu3x)...i thought i just wanna took it as a medium for me to meet my old2..long lost frens...but indeed..it served teh objective anyway..but i just like everybody..i was "hooked' or i just let myself be hooked...hahahahhaha...that' sound more honest..i guess....
ok..da byk sgt..melencong nih..actually..i just wanna share with you..kinda outdated ya...coz i listened to this through Mix fm this morning..now lunch already...make sure eat first b4 u read this..kinda disgusting you know...what i gonna share in this minute...if u listened to Mix fm breakfast topic..then u knew what i'm nagging here..
they were talking about do you know or have any experience, what happen at the back of a restaurant /food outlet kitchen...
then this caller..(forgot his name, and i think he is a restaurant manager or something)..he experienced with a customer a she...asked for the order la..then he said " mem, you have to wait for 15minutes, is it ok with you"...so she said ok..
but then after just 5 minutes past..she started making noise & yelling at the counter/cashier... so this fellow..ok decided to give some bonus...extra mayo...and extra "mayo" into her burger...you know what i mean...uuuuuuu....yuck..yuck..yuck... haih..kembang tekak u..
Sometimes, i do make noises la...we human..so tak sabar...but then after may be..if i can't wait i'll just ok..never mind..i find something else...

tu je...daaaaa.... :))
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Suke yang ini..........
Jalan Lurus
Jalan lurus sepuluh yang mesti ditempuh
yang pertama bahwa Allah maha esa
yang kedua Muhammad rasul kita
yang ketiga cinta ibu cinta ayah kita
yang keempat cinta guru-guru kita
yang kelima cinta tanah air kita
diri kita memancarkan cahya cinta
semoga Allah membimbing kita semua
Jalan lurus sepuluh yang mesti ditempuh
yang keenam salat mari ditegakkan
yang ketujuh Quran baca diartikan
yang delapan sedekah jangan terbawa
yang sembilan puasa penuh keikhlasan
yang sepuluh senyum sopan senantiasa
keramahan perilaku diri kita
semoga Allah membimbing kita semua
Lagu Gita Gutawa. Suke lagu nih?. Aku suke. Selalu nyanyi kt Hasya ..selain ABC dan yg lain2.. :), x tawu nk attach lagu...hihi..
Lagi.....tentang kebahgiaan ku... :)

air liur ...dont mention..cam air paip...agak2 nk tadah je bekas (kejam..mummy memang kejam..hoho :)).. yang paling x tahan tuh..siap sembur2..purrrrr..purrrrrr...kalau siti hajar tengok die bubbling mesti impress punyer lah...*senyum kambing* , ade lagi suke sangat masuk kan jari die dlm mulut..pastu isap..srottt..srottt...sedap sangat bunyiknyer...ni baru pas kasi susu nih, pegang tangan kanan, die masuk kiri, pegang kiri masuk kanan...tp
nenek kate:" org masuk jari dlm mulut nih..budak baik..mmmm" .....
mummy kate: YE KE!?,
pastu..hihi..Hasya suke kentut...pagi tadi siap senget kaki, alih butt die sikit pastu kasi kentut (pass gasses/fart) panjang punyer...adoiiiii...anak dara mummy nih...belum campur kalau die kentut bau telur tuh...hihihihi...kelaka betul (kalau jalan2 die malu nk poo kt umah org...adoiiiii... :))
inilah permata hati mummy...memelukmu adalah satu kenyamanan yang hanya Tuhan yang tahu.....Alhamdulillah.......
Monday, December 07, 2009
hari bertemu k.Emi...
Enjoy the pictures..Nasib baik ade bain..last minute he slip out from a meeting..kuikuikui..sbb boss pi restrooom....hihihih....
p/s: Naughtynyer Yassin sekarang...dulu cam malu2...siap bawak sketch book die lagi.. :)
Monday, November 16, 2009
Hasya hutuk² :)

Ku di sini memerhati tanpa rasa sangsi
Jangan gentar ada sabar semai di jiwa
Ku di sini mendampingi agar kau mengerti
Berlarilah kau berlari
Terbanglah dikau terbang tinggi
Bumi yang engkau jejaki
Janganlah dikau lupai
Andai kucapai si pelangi
Akan kuserah kepadamu
Agar dapat kau mewarnai
Seluruh hidup nanti
Yang hitam harus dijauhi
Jangan disimpan dalam hati
Putihkan jiwamu dengan
Kasih suci
Kuterima dirimu dengan seadanya
Dalam suka dalam duka
Kau tetap cahaya
Ku bersyukur pada Yang Esa
Punya segala-galanya
Sederhana tapi oh sempurna
11 November 2009, she now 3 months old....da cuba fasa pertama untuk melangkah...meniarap..kenal erti kecewa bila x mampu nk palingkan badan....kaki ditendang-tendang, di kocak-kocak ekspresi geram atau mahu lebih momentum... x pasti.... :) ,akhirnyer..bile kederat x termampu...pekikan halus pun kedengaran...ape tidaknyer...muka pn da jadi merah...tak pe la Hasya...masih byk lagi cubaan2 (attempt) yg lain..itu baru yg pertama...mummy .....bangga...
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Stupid poem :)
tgh2 rase nk ngantuk sgt2 tuh...tetiba cam best jer nk conteng2..tell u what my handwriting is getting from bad to worse..since came back from 'long-leaves'...
Anyway..nikmatilah tulisan/coretan ngantuk ku ini...hohoho..
indah lagi bila dapat tido
Bila tido ada mimpi
Mimpi plak best²
Best² pun bukan yang basah
Kalau basah pun mimpi umah banjir (fikir lain la tuh!!)
Banjir kt Pantai Timur..apsal sampai KL?
KL mmg bandar yang cantik
Cantik² pun byk maksiat (cam kt tempat lain x de!!!)
maksiat kow² punyer...
Sambung balik..pas 10 minute sbb, cam tak abis je lagi taklimat nih...
Awek KL memang seksi, aku bukan awek KL
Aku bukan awek sebab aku da jadi mummy kepada budak kecik Hasya namena
Hasya memang budak comei, comel cam mummy die (LOL!!!!!)...peeeeewiiittt
Mummy die kdg² giler sikit, yang banyak tu..sihat dan cemerlang..
Cemerlanglah ibu-bapa Malaysia..
Dah....tu jer.... :)kalau baca sampai abis nih...mmg saba la..baca mende ngarut nih..kikikiki
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Anta Nenek pegi Mekah...
it's have been a quite some time....this blog left unattended..tuan punya tanah da rase cam malas..sbb bengang x dpt browse EIB...bengong punya IT Dept..it's a blog...bkn ade bhn2 porno pn...oppppsss...jahat betul dieorg nih..ceh!!!
x per lah...ni nk post pasal Hasya (my lil princess yg masih lagi botak :))..anta nenek die pegi Mekah...mmg ramai org kt Kelana Jaya tuh..my parents flights supposed schedule on 29 October..and Tabung Haji just informed them via phone call...so my mum ask to postpone her flight..because she needs the official letter from Tabung Haji to apply for leaves..but then x de la kalut sgt..because my mum pun already packed some of her thing..

tp masa kt Kelana jaya, not even one of my mum's siblings turn up..can see from her face..look pretty sad, tp adik-beradik abah ramai la..yg dtg, x pelah mak Along doakan mak, abah & mak ngah di berikan kemudahan, kesihatan tubuh badan dan ketenangan masa menjalani ibadah kt sana........i'Allah..


Friday, October 09, 2009
Raya yang bermakna... :)
Raya ni Raya yg paling best sebab raya bertiga..ade org baru dlm keluarga kecil kitaorg..me, hubby & Hasya muah2...
Confinement...eeeeerrrrr...*sigh*
maybe..dok umah ngan baby je..2 org...and make it worse..i lack of milk..i tried so many method..food, anything that people told me can increase milk production...so the 1st 30days..i can't say that my baby malnutrition..but she kinda small...when i went for the 2nd hep B injection..she's only 3kg ++...sbb x cukup susu..die x kenyang..so she can't sleep well...
well...the 3rd week..i didn't swaddle my baby..rase cam limit her hand and leg simulation...die suke la..i'm free :) tq mummy...:) ...org tua2 kate..kalau x bedung nnt..jalan x cantik..x pe lah..mat saleh, org jepun..kenkang ker? x jugak dok?..
masa kt hospital lagi la...Pusrawi mmg promote breast feeding..so no bottle..actually..i mmg plan nak kasi breast milk to hasya exclusively..at least 6 months..( da beli pun pump).. tp susu cam x byk..so masa kt hospital kesian sgt kt die..and there's one night (2nd night kot)..die nangis cam teresak2..i thinks got tears, may be when she sucks..but so little milk came out...sedey sgt...i pn nangis sama..
so to all the mummies out there who breast feed their kids...*tabik spring* lah...to all the husbands loves ur wife...to all the kids..loves ur mummy... :)
Monday, October 05, 2009
New Phase of my life.. :)
well..i'm still not getting my dream weight..but will work towards the target..still 5 kilos shy from my the pre-preggy...hohoho...
tp ..x pe..losing weight is one thing..tp saya telah dianugerahkan satu nikmat yg x dapat nk digambarkan dengan kata2..nikmat menjadi seorang IBU....x pernah terbayang kiter akan menyayangi seseorang sebegitu banyak...bile fikir balik cam ni lah agaknyer my parents dulu..betul la org kate..nyamuk sekor pn xnak kasi gigit...mmg kene sumpah la 7 keturunan nyamuk tuh...hihih..(brutalnyer)...
byk lagi nk citer..tp baby tgh tdo dlm bilik..cian kt die...eh lupe plak...sikit punyer lame pilih nama..me and husband decided to named her Yumni Hasya which means Keberkatan Kesempurnaan...she definitely complete our life...and really a bundle of joy..
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Surprise Gifts...& Pretty Cards :)
oh..there's also a pink's burp towel.. :)last Thursday..k.emi from EIB...dropped by my office, ihiks...sending the roselle juice...it taste so good..especially if u have it with ice..slurrp...TQ k.emi... :) then me, i took a chance to ask k.emi a favour to print a few cards that i like..after picked my selection form her online store...ihiks... pay a visit..u might find things that u like....
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Exsas bowling tournament & Santai2 kt umah Sri

do we look like twins?...Yuzi..she's now 4 months preggie :)




